There is a famous story.
There was a famous football coach.Once one of the students from far town wanted to be coached from him.He called him and said ‘Sir I really want to learn football from you’
Coach said : Okay come tomorrow near the city side lake at 4 am in the morning.
Next day he was there
Coach said : Come with me near the water.
Student was skeptical as well as confused. He thought ‘I am here for football and not swimming!’. Whatever he complied.
Slowly moving forward he was neck deep in water.
Coach ordered him to move forward.
As he went a little forward, the coach pushed him inside the water with all his might!
For the next two minutes he was struggling of this life!
After some time coach pulled him up.
He asked the student : When you were down there almost dying, which thing you needed the most.
He replied : Off course, oxygen.
The coach answered his query:The day you feel to learn football with the same zest, zeal and earnestness as you needed oxygen, come back to me.
Same answer for you. Are you ready of your passion.
I think only you know the answer.