I can tell you one thing.
- It is easier to face it than to evade it.
- Our mind and thought change.We change. When we will get old (er), our mind will start to accept the stark reality. It is inbuilt into us (genetically). My thoughts changed are a lot different of what they were in my 20s.
- Life is too big. Some day you may too want to die.
- Practicing meditation and understanding the likes of Buddha and Zen helps a lot.