You are needy and have no other options.

  • Leave her.
  • Get a life, some hobby, some character.If she love you, she always have your number.
  • She is either in or out. Simple. Be a man.

PS : Women love men and not a needy over possessive, persuasive man.

https://hemantpandeyblog.com/2017/09/09/what-makes-a-man-a-low-status-male/